User Profile

Hi all, I'm Stephanie and I just stumbled back onto livejournal. I had a livejournal years ago under the name of yesnomaybeso (I looked at it and my last post was in *gasp* 2002!), but life circumstances caused me to abandon posting on it and I all but forgot about it for the most part. I couldn't bear to change or delete that journal, so I made up this name and here I am, starting over! I admit I'm much more of a commenter than a poster, so my livejournal doesn't get much action!

Some stuff about me:
*23 years old... Gemini
*Living in Terre Haute, Indiana. Moved here only for school, not by choice! :-p From Indianapolis originally.
*Engaged... since 11/19/07... I love my fiance very much, but it is a rocky relationship and sometimes the disagreements get to be too much...
*College student... in theory, anyway. I kinda gave up on the school thing before I started so I haven't been trying too hard. I know I should appreciate it... but it's so hard to when I hate it!
*Unemployed... it got in the way of my schoolwork and don't know what I actually want to do for a living... and I'm wishing doing nothing was an option for a long time (always?), but I can't afford to be this way!
*Couch potato... or lazy bum really. I have no problem sitting around doing nothing or watching too much TV and spending too much time on my computer. It's just easier that way!
*But, I really just want to travel and I've been pretty lucky to get to do a fair amount of it. But it's not enough. I am a travel addict and I can't afford it anymore :-p
*Animal-lover... although I do not have any pets of my own at this point in my life, due to the fact that I'm living in apartment and can't afford the extra "pet rent" I'd have to pay, and I just don't really know where things are headed at this point and pets deserve stability. But, I'm sad about it because I probably love dogs as much as people (more?)
*Insomniac... I'm on Ambien and I canNOT sleep without it, it is seriously my lifeline because otherwise I cannot relax and shut my mind off enough to get to sleep
*Lover of food and eating out, hater of exercise... I suppose that it is self-explanatory that I am not the most healthy person in the world... I'd like to change that, but apparently not enough to commit to doing something about it!
*I really am a very nice person, I'm just getting too cynical

I suppose you can gather that I am a very conflicted person, but I'm just at that point where I'm really trying to figure out who am I, what I want, how to live my life, how to live with myself, and how to live with others. I am a work in progress... deemphasis on progress!

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